aq berjaya!! (i think)

At last...i think i dah get rid of my liking feeling towards him...dunno why..aq rsa lega..sgt lega...pelik tp benor...spnjg aq ska dy pon..bkn aq dpt pa pon..haha..saket aty lgi ada la..tp ssh ckit la nk lpa,tp xmustahil..but now..i think..i'm free from it...sgt terseksa mnaruh harapn nyh...i've learnt it from many situation of "menaruh harapan"..painful bila ia x mnjadi..kn?..sdg cba melupakan membuang trus bnda tu..but agk sukar...arghhh...bila x byk bnda nk pk..mla la pk y ngarot2,y bkan2..nti bz..myb xdak msa dh nk pk sal ny..haha..hope so...